this whole week of exams totally drained me.
even though i get slacker and slacker day by day.
yeps. im slowly getting back to where i started.
so. yeah. i dunno how im gonna survive Os next year.
just totally slack.
emath was a total killer today. sighs.
its over. RAWRR.
next week is lit, Amath, physics, and chinese.
yeps. 7 more papers to go.

KAP yesterday with Grace,
met Sarah Soon and bunch,
had some fun and got sabo-ed
yeah.

oh wells. end of the week
went caro's house for. a while? haha. oh wells.
totally slacked at her house. so fun fun.
counted her "tralalala"s like how i used to with Lipin's "fine"s
haha. came up with some random number and continued with it for the whole day.
lol. oh wells.

today sucked. sucked like anything.
is it the foreshadowing of the horrible weekend to come?
sighs.
enough F words said. enough curses and swears and vulgarities that escape my mouth.
im sick of it.
im sick of you not thinking. for me.
im sick of you trying to bring my hopes up, and just make them drop like a pile of cards.
i know. you've tried.
i know, sometimes, things arent in your control.
but you always try.
i know you're trying to do your best.
so am i.
so while im trying, stop expecting.
and i wont expect from you too.
then maybe just then, i'll stop getting disappointed.
im kinda glad i dont know the worst of the vulgarities. if not, _.
yeah. fill in the blanks.